This hit me in the face a couple of weeks ago,
I didn't care changing the timing, make corrections,
Since I don't want to change the tone I had
because it is unblocked now, even temporarily!
Google and Gmail got blocked
and 6 months from now, the whole Internet will be shutdown!
And as usual, making jokes
are the biggest reactions of these people!
I am wondering
if Iranians would protest
as much as they make jokes,
Today, we would be watching that thing
which we can't imagine!
Since we never saw and
Will never seem to see!
Why protest?
This does not seem to
make much of a concern for so many people!
How many Iranians use Gmail account instead of Yahoo?!
How many even knew about it's security benefits?
How many would care?
You and I which designed some webs, already have the answers!
***
Who else except me and you
would really care if Google is blocked or not?
All those people who can't even speak English
as much as a 5 year old Arab kid in Emirates these days?!
Or that high percentage of Iranians whose search hits on Google
and their use of internet is limited to words such as: Having sex, Fuck from the ass, Mom having sex pictures, picture of ass fucking, Mother with son sex, family sex, the porn movie of Golshifteh Farahani, bald pussy picture,...? (all these are the current keywords that led visitors to this weblog!)
These 2 groups plus all those Iranians who doesn't know and can't use computer and internet
they all would include 90% of people in Iran in my opinion!
It's enough for us to know
where we live and among whom
to have our silenced echoed!
You try to cheer me up
by saying they will not shut down internet,
it's the last card any government would play!
And I look around myself and
All that I see is that,
the whole internet has already shut down for me!
Who cares if
the walls grow taller and they come closer?
Maybe those who would like to
throw a motto here and there
saying: "Welcome to New North Korea"
with an open minded smart ass gesture!
Who cares?
All those perverts and sexually sick people?
All those illiterates?
Or those who are
having fun spending their time with the most ridiculous topics on Facebook!?
Numerous idiots
who really are expecting to see the miracle of the century
by liking a picture and writing #37 on the comments section!
Or those hundreds of thousands of dumbfucks
who think by liking and sharing a picture of Angelina Julie
Can help prevent hunger in Somalia with a few dollars
A fact that one UNICEF director or something
thanked Iranians for their sense of philanthropy
and mentioned in regret that, that few million dollar they collected
in this ridiculous fund raising, can't even buy Fertilizers for Facebook game of Farm-ville!
***
I don't have that ideology and perception to understand
how Google becomes a tool for spying.
I just know that it is gonna harm me,
It's only me who is in this cell, existing by means of physical only,
and his soul is tangled with this e-mail with hundreds of people around the whole world
which unlike 99% of Iranians
Are not depressed and does not moan,
their words don't smell death,
and their life is not just an occurrence of existence,
Instead they are full of encouragement and constant positive energy, alive
full of intentions to create to change, to make difference
to help human being, They are giving and they will help if they can,
and if they can't they will refer and introduce you to another beautiful person!
This is what all the social networks mean to me!
and with all of them blocked,
means nothing but they don't want your connection with the world out there!
Blocking Google means
Blocking every single form of information,
which means they want you stupid, goof,
and they want those stupid people more and more!
They want walls,
the higher the better!
***
With the whole internet shutdown,
It's me who suffers the best!
Because all that I ever learned
was and are through internet and all those English websites
Searched through so many topics that an Iranian does not or can't think of
or finds no need to know generally!
In a society with such number of Doctors and Engineers and university graduates,
illiteracy hits you in the face at it's worst!
A Society which it's education system is a lie, is a failure
the diplomas are just an invalid piece of paper,
And it's graduates are mostly useless and only carrying that paper,
University is just a business
and faculty is basically someone who is studying in upper grades than the one
he is already teaching,
or if he does have serious knowledge
which happens rarely these days
he won't teach his whole knowledge fully!
His personal benefits are in your lack of enough knowledge!
Those teachers who don't accept one another opinion
and instead of making something new out of this, a progress, a development
they just mock and destroy each other!
and last but not least
all they even taught you in the name of education
was not necessarily what you really was in it for!
***
In such atmosphere,
with all that I've already said,
we were the ones
who dared to stand against all those idols and taboos society had made for us
and dared to find ourselves
dared to know ourselves
to realize what and who we are
and what we want,
so we learn and have the courage to say No
and educate ourselves with our own bare hands
in a society that has failed and is a failure in
meeting a human being's least demands!
That's the point actually!
If Google and internet get shut down
my wisdom is endangered,
I am endangered who get the most recent information
in only a few minutes and in the most simple language and at it's full
from the most giving and beautiful persons living in this planet earth!
Why would I want you, Iranian?
Or what makes you think that you can be useful to me,
when you can't even imagine the kind of world I'm living in!
When all your thoughts and obsessions are either to laugh at or just wretched!
Your creation of thought at least is way behind my current position,
and If I ever needed you for some information
all you ever contributed to the internet was
just a copy of a paragraph from a website
with the least information among it's similar ones like Farsi Wikipedia
and pasted in so many weblogs, websites or forums
which I have to BEG for revisiting every single word!
People who are just wallowing in their sick old thoughts,
Have no idea, have no courage,
or your thoughts are just the kind of inputs
right or wrong, they put in your head
with no daring to do research or argue
or you just memorized from that censored book
and you made a superstitious reality out of them for yourself,
a picture which nothing worth adds up to it
or can't get purged
because of your dark, rigid, and static mind!
***
You harm me,
and I obviously do not have your power in my hands!
or you!
I am always outnumbered by the quantity of you,
but
I believe deeply
that I can outsmart you!
I can't accept things I can't change anymore!
This is not the first time that it happened,
But it has reached it's final limit!
My HEALTH, is in total danger.
***
I don't care anymore
but remember:
Those who don't really care about losing something,
definitely never deserved to have it in the first place.
I didn't care changing the timing, make corrections,
Since I don't want to change the tone I had
because it is unblocked now, even temporarily!
Google and Gmail got blocked
and 6 months from now, the whole Internet will be shutdown!
And as usual, making jokes
are the biggest reactions of these people!
I am wondering
if Iranians would protest
as much as they make jokes,
Today, we would be watching that thing
which we can't imagine!
Since we never saw and
Will never seem to see!
Why protest?
This does not seem to
make much of a concern for so many people!
How many Iranians use Gmail account instead of Yahoo?!
How many even knew about it's security benefits?
How many would care?
You and I which designed some webs, already have the answers!
***
Who else except me and you
would really care if Google is blocked or not?
All those people who can't even speak English
as much as a 5 year old Arab kid in Emirates these days?!
Or that high percentage of Iranians whose search hits on Google
and their use of internet is limited to words such as: Having sex, Fuck from the ass, Mom having sex pictures, picture of ass fucking, Mother with son sex, family sex, the porn movie of Golshifteh Farahani, bald pussy picture,...? (all these are the current keywords that led visitors to this weblog!)
These 2 groups plus all those Iranians who doesn't know and can't use computer and internet
they all would include 90% of people in Iran in my opinion!
It's enough for us to know
where we live and among whom
to have our silenced echoed!
You try to cheer me up
by saying they will not shut down internet,
it's the last card any government would play!
And I look around myself and
All that I see is that,
the whole internet has already shut down for me!
Who cares if
the walls grow taller and they come closer?
Maybe those who would like to
throw a motto here and there
saying: "Welcome to New North Korea"
with an open minded smart ass gesture!
Who cares?
All those perverts and sexually sick people?
All those illiterates?
Or those who are
having fun spending their time with the most ridiculous topics on Facebook!?
Numerous idiots
who really are expecting to see the miracle of the century
by liking a picture and writing #37 on the comments section!
Or those hundreds of thousands of dumbfucks
who think by liking and sharing a picture of Angelina Julie
Can help prevent hunger in Somalia with a few dollars
A fact that one UNICEF director or something
thanked Iranians for their sense of philanthropy
and mentioned in regret that, that few million dollar they collected
in this ridiculous fund raising, can't even buy Fertilizers for Facebook game of Farm-ville!
***
I don't have that ideology and perception to understand
how Google becomes a tool for spying.
I just know that it is gonna harm me,
It's only me who is in this cell, existing by means of physical only,
and his soul is tangled with this e-mail with hundreds of people around the whole world
which unlike 99% of Iranians
Are not depressed and does not moan,
their words don't smell death,
and their life is not just an occurrence of existence,
Instead they are full of encouragement and constant positive energy, alive
full of intentions to create to change, to make difference
to help human being, They are giving and they will help if they can,
and if they can't they will refer and introduce you to another beautiful person!
This is what all the social networks mean to me!
and with all of them blocked,
means nothing but they don't want your connection with the world out there!
Blocking Google means
Blocking every single form of information,
which means they want you stupid, goof,
and they want those stupid people more and more!
They want walls,
the higher the better!
***
With the whole internet shutdown,
It's me who suffers the best!
Because all that I ever learned
was and are through internet and all those English websites
Searched through so many topics that an Iranian does not or can't think of
or finds no need to know generally!
In a society with such number of Doctors and Engineers and university graduates,
illiteracy hits you in the face at it's worst!
A Society which it's education system is a lie, is a failure
the diplomas are just an invalid piece of paper,
And it's graduates are mostly useless and only carrying that paper,
University is just a business
and faculty is basically someone who is studying in upper grades than the one
he is already teaching,
or if he does have serious knowledge
which happens rarely these days
he won't teach his whole knowledge fully!
His personal benefits are in your lack of enough knowledge!
Those teachers who don't accept one another opinion
and instead of making something new out of this, a progress, a development
they just mock and destroy each other!
and last but not least
all they even taught you in the name of education
was not necessarily what you really was in it for!
***
In such atmosphere,
with all that I've already said,
we were the ones
who dared to stand against all those idols and taboos society had made for us
and dared to find ourselves
dared to know ourselves
to realize what and who we are
and what we want,
so we learn and have the courage to say No
and educate ourselves with our own bare hands
in a society that has failed and is a failure in
meeting a human being's least demands!
That's the point actually!
If Google and internet get shut down
my wisdom is endangered,
I am endangered who get the most recent information
in only a few minutes and in the most simple language and at it's full
from the most giving and beautiful persons living in this planet earth!
Why would I want you, Iranian?
Or what makes you think that you can be useful to me,
when you can't even imagine the kind of world I'm living in!
When all your thoughts and obsessions are either to laugh at or just wretched!
Your creation of thought at least is way behind my current position,
and If I ever needed you for some information
all you ever contributed to the internet was
just a copy of a paragraph from a website
with the least information among it's similar ones like Farsi Wikipedia
and pasted in so many weblogs, websites or forums
which I have to BEG for revisiting every single word!
People who are just wallowing in their sick old thoughts,
Have no idea, have no courage,
or your thoughts are just the kind of inputs
right or wrong, they put in your head
with no daring to do research or argue
or you just memorized from that censored book
and you made a superstitious reality out of them for yourself,
a picture which nothing worth adds up to it
or can't get purged
because of your dark, rigid, and static mind!
***
You harm me,
and I obviously do not have your power in my hands!
or you!
I am always outnumbered by the quantity of you,
but
I believe deeply
that I can outsmart you!
I can't accept things I can't change anymore!
This is not the first time that it happened,
But it has reached it's final limit!
My HEALTH, is in total danger.
***
I don't care anymore
but remember:
Those who don't really care about losing something,
definitely never deserved to have it in the first place.
چندی پیش بسته شدن گوگل موضوعی بود که خورد تو صورت من! این نوشته ای است که شاید حالا از بابت زمانی مشکل داشته باشد اما بدلیل حفظ لحن صحبت از هر گونه دست بردن در نوشته خودداری شده است.
گوگل و جیمیل بسته شد!
و 6 ماه دیگر کل اینترنت بسته خواهد شد.
و مثل همیشه جک ساختن
بزرگترین واکنش مردم این سرزمین است!
در این فکرم
اگر اعتراض کردن ایرانی ها
هم مثل جک ساختنشان بود
امروز شاهد آن چیزی می بودیم
که توانایی تصورش نیست!
چون هیچ وقت به چشم ندیده ایم
و هیچ وقت نخواهیم دید!
چرا اعتراض؟
به نظر نمی رسد این موضوع
باعث نگرانی افراد زیادی شده باشد!
چند نفر از آدم ها در ایران به جای یاهو اکانت جیمیل دارند؟
چند نفر از امنیت آن خبر داشتند؟
یا چند نفر برایشان اهمیت داشت؟
من و تو در طراحی وبسایت هایی که ثبت نام داشته اند دیده ایم چقدر!
***
غیر از من و تو
چه کسانی واقعا اهمیت می دهند گوگل بسته باشد؟
آن همه مردمانی که زبان انگلیسی را
در حد یک بچه عرب 5 سالهء نسل این روزهای امارات هم نمی توانند صحبت کنند؟!
یا آن درصد بالایی که جستجو هایشان در گوگل و استفاده شان از اینترنت محدود به: سکس کردن - کردن از کون - سکس کردن مامان عکس - عکس کون کردن - سکس پسر با مادر - سکس خانوادگی - فیلم سکسی گلشیفته فراهانی - عکس کس بی مو * (نقل از کلمات کلیدی ای که به این وبلاگ ختم شده اند) می شود؟
همین دو دسته به علاوهء آن همه ایرانی ای که نمی دانند و نمی توانند از کامپیوتر استفاده کنند شاید به تنهایی 90 درصد مردمان ایران را شامل شود،
کافی است تا بدانیم
کجا هستیم و در میان چه کسانی
تا سکوت مان طنین افکن شود!
تو به من می گویی
اینترنت را نخواهند بست،
برگ آخر هر حکومتیه که بخواهد اینترنت رو ببنده!
و من به دوروبرم نگاه می کنم
و تمام آن چیزی که می بینم اینه که
اینترنت در حال حاضر تماما بسته شده است!
چه کسانی اهمیت می دهند
فضا از این هم بسته تر شود؟
شاید آن ها که با قیافهء متفکرانه
ژست روشنفکر مآبانه بگیرند و
این طرف و آن طرف شعار بدهند:
"به کرهء شمالی جدید خوش آمدید!"
چه کسانی اهمیت می دهند؟
آن همه بیمار جنسی؟
آن همه آدم بی سواد؟
یا آن هایی که توی فیس بوک
با مسائل مضحک خودشان را سرگرم می کنند؟
احمق های بی شماری
که عقلشان در حد اینست که پای یک عکس
با زدن یک کلیک روی لایک و نوشتن عدد 37
قرار است شاهد معجزهء قرن باشند؟
یا آن هزاران هزار بی فکری که در یک حرکت حماسی
تصور می کنند تنها با شر کردن و لایک زدن عکس انجلینا جولی
می توانند چند دلار به گرسنگان سومالی کمک کنند
که به قول آن مقام یونیسف
که ضمن تشکر از حس نوع دوستی ایرانیان گفت
اون چند میلیون دلار پول به اصطلاح جمع شده
حتی به درد خرید پهن در بازی فیس بوکی "فارم ویل" هم نمی خورد!
***
من آن ایدئولوژی و درک را ندارم تا بفهمم
چطور گوگل ابزار جاسوسی می شود.
فقط می دانم که این منم که ضرر می کنم
این منی هستم که تنها در بعد فیزیکی در این 4 دیواری حضور دارم
و روح و روانم از طریق همین ایمیل با صدها بشر فوق العاده در سراسر دنیا گره خورده
که برعکس 99 درصد ایرانی ها
نه تنها ناله نمی کنند،
حرف هایشان بوی مرگ نمی دهد
و به کل زندگی شان تنها زنده گی نیست،
بلکه با رفتاری کاملا مصری و واگیردار
پر هستند از تشویق و جلای روحیه، پر از انرژی مثبت، پر از زندگی،
پر از حس تولید ایده و کارهای جدید، کمک به بشر
بخشنده اند و کوچکترین کمکی بتوانند انجام دهند انجام می دهند
یا اگر نه تو را به شخص زیبای دیگری معرفی می کنند!
این معنی فیس بوک برای منه!
معنی تمام سایت های اجتماعی!
و بسته شدن آن یعنی
آن ها رابطه تو با دنیای خارج را نمی خواهند!
بسته شدن گوگل یعنی
بسته شدن راه رسیدن کوچکترین اطلاعات
یعنی تو را احمق می خواهند
و احمق ها را بیشتر و بیشتر!
آن ها دیوار را می خواهند
هر چه بلندتر بهتر!
***
با بسته شدن اینترنت
این منم که ضرر می کنم!
چون تمام آن چیزی که یاد گرفته ام
از طریق اینترنت و تمام وبسایت های خارجی بوده و هست
موضوعاتی که حتی در مخیلهء ایرانی جماعت نمی گنجد،
چه برسد به این که بخواهد به دانستن آن احساس نیاز کند!
در جامعه ای که با این حجم زیاد تعداد افراد دارای لقب دکتر و مهندس
بی سوادی به بدترین شکل توی ذوق می زند،
در جامعه ای که سیستم آموزشی اش صرفا یک دروغ است
مدرک ها کاغذ پاره،
و فارغ التحصیل هایش اکثرا بی سواد و حامل آن کاغذ پاره
دانشگاه منبع درآمد
و استاد در آن صرفا کسی است که در مقطعی بالاتر تحصیل می کند
یا اگر سوادی واقعی داشته باشند
که اکثرا این گونه نیست
هیچ وقت تمام آن را به شاگردانشان نمی دهد!
منافع شخصی اش را در بی سوادی تو می بیند!
استادانی که هیچ کدام حرف دیگری را قبول ندارد
و به جای ساختن ایده های جدید از این تناقض
تنها به تمسخر و تخریب یکدیگر می پردازند!
و در آخر
تمام آن چیزی که به عنوان آموزش به خورد تو می دهند
نه آن چیزی است که به آن احساس نیاز کرده بودی!
***
در چنین محیطی
با تمام این اوضاع و احوال
این ما بودیم که
جرات این را داشتیم
که در مقابل تمام این بت هایی که جامعه ساخته بود، بایستیم
خودمان را بشناسیم
تا بشناسیم چه هستیم
که هستیم
و چه چیزی را می خواهیم
تا بتوانیم "نه" بگوییم
و در جامعه ای که همه چیز
حتی روح انسانی در ورشکستگی است
خودمان خودمان را تربیت کنیم!
موضوع هم همین است!
اگر گوگل و اینترنت بسته شود،
شعور من و امثال من به خطر می افتد
که به روز ترین اطلاعات رو
در چند دقیقه، و به ساده ترین زبان و کامل ترین شکل
از بخشنده ترین و زیباترین آدم های روی زمین می گیریم!
توی ایرانی را می خواهم چه کار؟
یا واقعا فکر کردی به چه درد من می خوری
وقتی تصور دنیایی که من در آن زندگی می کنم را نمی توانی بکنی!
وقتی فکر و مشغولیات ذهنی ات یا جای خنده دارد یا جای تاسف!
تولید فکرت به مراتب حداقل عقب تر از من نوعی است،
و اگر باری نیازمندت شده ام تمام داده هایتان به اینترنت
در حد کپی پاراگرافی از یک وبسایت با کم حجم ترین اطلاعات مثل ویکیپدیای فارسی است
و پیست شده در صدها وبلاگ و وبسایت و فروم،
که با هزار منت و ثبت نام باید برای دوباره دیدن تک تک آن کلمات التماستان کنم!
آدم هایی که در تفکرات قدیم خودتان سر می کنید
فکر ندارید، جراتش را ندارید
یا تمام افکارتان بلغور جاتی است
که بدون تحقیق، یا بدور از جرات به چالش کشیدن
که سابقا راست یا دروغ به خوردتان داده اند
از آن کتاب خلاصه و سانسور شده، حفظ کرده اید
و خود حقیقتی موهوم را برای خودتان به تصویر کشیده اید
وهمی که در ذهن صلب و ساکن و تاریک تان
هیچ چیز به آن اضافه نمی شود
و هیچ چیزی از آن زدوده نمی شود.
***
شما به من ضرر می رسانید،
و مسلما من قدرت شما را در دستانم ندارم!
یا شما!
من در برابر تعداد زیاد شماها هم کم می آورم،
اما
باور دارم
عمیقا می توانم در هوش از همه تان پیشدستی کنم!
من دیگر نمی توانم چیزی که عوض نمی شود را قبول کنم!
این بار اول نیست که این اتفاق افتاده است،
بلکه این بار به حد نهایی اش رسیده است!
سلامتم را، در خطر کامل می بینم.
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دیگر اهمیت نمی دهم
اما به یاد داشته باش:
آدم هایی که حقیقتا به از دست دادن چیزی اهمیت نمی دهند،
مسلما لیاقت داشتن آن را نداشته اند.
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